Okay, so here’s a personal one.
I don’t know what to do in life. LOL. I mean, surely most of you know what it’s like, or ever felt like, “Damn what have I accomplish?” and “What I want in life?” and all that stuff. Well, I know what I want, of course, and it’s money wakaka. Not really. But you guys are smart, you know what I’m talking about.
During the holidays, I just stayed at my house, didn’t do shit. Just playing my computer games and watching movies. I thought to myself, “This is the life, huh. This is perfect…” But then I also realised that this isn’t going anywhere and I have to do something or I won’t be able to be the person whom I imagined I would be when I grow up. Well, I grew up… and this sucks. Like, vacuum-sucks. Okay, I just made that term up and I will now use that term to define a very bad situation to be in.
Well, it doesn’t really suck. The sucky thing is that I know I can do much more but I haven’t actually done it. Damn it.
Anyways, here I am now. Visiting my own blog which I have promised dozen of times to keep updating constantly and yet I always find an excuse to delay pressing that Write Post button. And I’m typing whatever I’m thinking of now because at least it’s honest and doesn’t contain even an ounce of bullshit.
Alright, alright, am I having a mid-life crisis phase because that is stupid. I mean, I’m happy and I’m smiling, and I don’t do anything destructive, apart from being a sloth though. So now I am googling at this exact moment what the term actually means and I am not glad to inform everyone that I am somewhat correct or at least going in that direction. Here’s what it says on wikipedia:
Midlife is also significant as a time adults come to realize their own mortality. A mid-life crisis is experienced by some people as they realize they have reached a midpoint in their lifespan and experience conflicts or dissatisfaction within themselves because of unrealized goals, self-perceptions or physical changes as a result of aging or health issues.
Holy shit, this paragraph is just like a copy-paste of what I wrote in the beginning of this post but with different words and more compact. F.
Nevermind about that, I think I’m just talking nonsense to keep this blog updated hahaahahagottareleasestressokaybye.